Friday, January 6, 2012

Miss santarina


Okay , My blog is really dead so yea wanna update some latest news about me .

Great thing and praise lord that i have won for the santarina beauty contest. Obviously, that i'm really lucky and bless that i have many friends have voted for me .Thank you everyone ! However, I get to met a lot of new people's around the uni . Is great and I'm blessed. Amen

Therefore, Happy new year everyone's may this year will be a special year for you and of course dont forget about that our beloved god is coming (:
Be prepared !

Miss santarina


Okay , My blog is really dead so yea wanna update some latest news about me .

Great thing and praise lord that i have won for the santarina beauty contest. Obviously, that i'm really lucky and bless that i have many friends have voted for me .Thank you everyone ! However, I get to met a lot of new people's around the uni . Is great and I'm blessed. Amen

Therefore, Happy new year everyone's may this year will be a special year for you and of course dont forget about that our beloved god is coming (:
Be prepared !

Sunday, November 27, 2011

Rice water toner and mask (:


Hello there! (:

Recently I've been trying something new out . Well is new to me , I'm using rice water as my toner and mask . From using this, I'd cut down my expenses from buying beauty products .
Since rice water is so useful so I wanna share with all my friend's about this food .

As you can see, everyday we cooked rice and the rice water we use to throw away or water the plant but now you can also use it on your face as a toner and mask .By doing this , the rice water can help you to complexion the skin.




Firstly,pick any rice that you want different rice have different nutrients .So , i had a normal rice that we use to had .


Wash the rice for three times its up to you actually. For me, the first wash of rice water I'll throw away because to me is dirty. Then , the second rice water i will keep.



Pour it out the second rice water .Pour it out when its looks cloudy and you can out it in bottle or container .


How to use it ?

1 . After you had done everything , just take a cotton bud and pour some of the rice water on there .Oh yeah, before this you have to cleanse your face .
2 . Apply the cotton bud on your face like how you apply the toner on your face .
3 . Ta daaa ! Is look more fair and whitening .

The end ~

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

I'm going to insane soon , very soon .

- Cried in silent .
- Holding your breath
- Screaming in your heart
- Pinching yourself
- Biting your hands
- Anger in your eyes

Thursday, November 17, 2011

Just not happy , I didn't expect that I can't bring you the excitement of joy to you unlike me . Reaching home immediately online with full of joy and excited to chat with you .
Somehow, I feel your beloved computer can brings whatever joy you wanted .
In fact, this caused me to feel I'm just a substitutions when you're lonely .
To me , What i saw I'm ain't your first choice .I'll be the second choice of your life .
It always persuade you to on/use it .
I hate it !
I am not happy ..

Thursday, September 22, 2011

Will my journey comes to the end ?

Will i be losing my life when i'm just started to grow older?
Can someone understand whats my feeling right now?
There's so many things i wanna do .. do i still have the chance?
Could it be i did too much sin ?And this is my ending?
I wanna talk with her back like i used to be .
I wanna be the who everyone loves me instead of hate .
How much longer can i continue ?

Sometimes, i really wanna help my family member's even my own mom but no one seems to understand why i desired to help them .
no one will understand how i felt ..
eventhou, i had bad times with them . no matter how they treat me is till they are my most closest person in this world .Dont you understand how i feel when someone in my family just got trouble?
Yes, i couldnt help them because i'm dependent .
True ..

I guess my time is coming soon ..