Will my journey comes to the end ?

Will i be losing my life when i'm just started to grow older?

Can someone understand whats my feeling right now?

There's so many things i wanna do .. do i still have the chance?

Could it be i did too much sin ?And this is my ending?

I wanna talk with her back like i used to be .

I wanna be the who everyone loves me instead of hate .

How much longer can i continue ?

Sometimes, i really wanna help my family member's even my own mom but no one seems to understand why i desired to help them .

no one will understand how i felt ..

eventhou, i had bad times with them . no matter how they treat me is till they are my most closest person in this world .Dont you understand how i feel when someone in my family just got trouble?

Yes, i couldnt help them because i'm dependent .

True ..

I guess my time is coming soon ..